On my 17th I started to smoke cigarettes. Now I have stopped smoking. In my opinion tabacco is a hard drug, because it is very addictive
On my 17th I started to smoke marihuana, very irregularly (two times
a year). My first time was a horrible experience. I was with my parents
on vacation. They decided to make a walk in the mountains (In the
departement
Provence in France). I stayed and smoked some weed. After that I got
very
ill for the next two hours. Together with the very bright sun and the
idea
that my parents could come back any moment, made me feel even more
worse.
On my 22th birthday party I started to use it regularly, because I
loved the effects of the space-applecake
that I ate (Hey, relax man, do not make big problems of small things.)
Regularly is: first, one time in two weeks (half a year), then one time
in one week (also half a year). In the summer of '96, I growed two
plants
in the garden and in september Nature gave me 150 grams of weed.
After that, I used the sinsemilla a few times a week, with some peak
periods
of every day use (sometimes two weeks, one time a month). Now, autumn
'00,
I use the weed when I need hugh inspiration, want a good discussion
with
friends or f.i. when watching soccer on TV : a few times a week. I
never
experience after-effects after stopping for a couple of weeks, so for
me
this drug is not addictive.
On my 18th I started to drink coffee. Now have stopped with this.
On my 22th I consumed two and a half nut of nutmeg. The effects: two days of inactivity and stonedness.
On my 23th I explored mushrooms (Stropharia Cubensis), an experience
I shall never forget my whole life, five words are enough: Nature Rules
and Kicks Ass!. WOW!!. This is an example of an entheogen, which means:
seek the God inside you. I use this entheogen only four times a year, I
want to respect this mushroom and not misuse it. When I use this I take
a preparation period of a week: no alcoholics, no sex. Two days before:
no meat, no cheese or other foods which interfere with MAO - reducing -
substances (MAO's are chemicals in your brain which cause that you do
not feel vital). See for more info:
MAO
inhibitors
I want to explore this drug some more, because I read somewhere that
if you close your eyes after usage, you 'see' colored structures and
pictures
that your mind generates. It is also possible to see things that you
want
to see; you can push your hallucinations in a certain direction. I want
to experience these effects the next session.
Included are: Picture
before usage, picture after usage, kabouter simulation.
1999
-) I decided to invite other people to try this stuff, because I
felt I have much experience on these matters (I used the mushrooms some
20 times, intermediate and high dosii). People can join me and trip
(after
the necessary extensive preparations) for free, because I grow the
mushrooms
myself and have enough of them so that people do not have to pay for
it. The fact that a person wants to try them is enough to satisfy me.
My opinion is namely that this drug can change society in a good way
and that everybody should at least try this substance (in a controlled
way guided by an experienced person (guru)) one time in their lives.
The final result: I turned
on three people and they liked the experience!
-) use of N20
-) use of yohimbe
-) self made absint (awful!!+headache)
-) flying agaric which did not contain active ingredients
2000: I found something like 100grams of fresh Liberty Caps
(Psilocybe Semilanceata) at about 10km from my home, on a field with
ponies. The Caps were working fine :-) I will keep this field in my
mind for next years: a never ending source of mushrooms!
2001: eating coca leaves: energy!
2005:
-) took a morphine pill: a mind narrowing drug. Got really tired of
this, not the thing I like.
-) First time cactus! Took 12 grams of dried Trichocetus Peruvianus; a
cactus from Peru containing mescaline. A normal dosis is 20 grams. The
effect of 12 grams is: 8 hours high, but no tripping, I expect if I
take 20grams, I will going to trip, so that is something for next
time. BTW tast is bitter/horrible. Have to find a better
ingest this. After some 90 minutes had to vomit, but since I put the 12
grams in a coffee grinder (powder!) most of the active ingredient was
probably taken by my body :-)
-) new attempt to grow the mexican mushroom: Stropharia Cubensis
2006:
-) end 2005: found 23 grams of mushrooms here in the neighbourhood, which equals about
150 euro. Nature is giving beautiful things for free! The shrooms basically grow in
fields with horses and ponies. The shrooms grow best on shit :-) , so basically I eat ponyshit.
-) autumn 2006: almost 10 months later the shrooms are still fine. I took 6 grams, the highest dosis
I ever ate, result: one of the most impressive trips I ever had. However, I also was a little paranoid, but
not in an unpleasant way.
-) autumn 2006, due to extreme weather recent months I only found about 11 grams of mushrooms. I have to try to
grow them again.
2007:
-) spring 2007, kratom tea + real mate herb tea
2008:
-) spring 2008, tried Cocaine 2 times, however I did NOT like it, this is NOT an entheogen!!! Feelings are supressed and one becomes psychologically 'cold'. I will never use this again.
Future plans: Peruvian Cactus higher doses, ayahuasca, caapi, morning glory seeds, LSD, XTC, MIND
EXPANDING drugs (=entheogens)......(so NOT the MIND
NARROWING drugs like tabacco, coffee, speed, cocaine, heroine,
alcoholics)